God is not the author of confusion, so don't go there, that is the enemy's turf. Rom 7:16-25Īssert your authority in Christ regarding the voices. Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand.įor I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out.įor I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. (Sorry for the wrong spot, I didn't really get much help earlier) Can the OCD make you feel mad at God and make you feel like you don't want to be a Christian anymore? I just get so worried. I can't tell if God is still with me anymore :/ because I've been mean to Him before because of the OCD thoughts. I don't know if that has to do with anything. I have depression and sometimes have blackouts where I tend to hurt myself and do stuff I normally wouldn't.
I sometimes find it hard to love God, I've felt a great amount of love for God before, but it's not always there. And I've gone through times where I get bitter towards God and I don't know why. And I'm sure I got truly saved sometime this month, but the OCD spikes. What if someone believes the bad thoughts for a little while? But realizes they're not true later? I got saved last March/April, but I didn't really know much about being a Christian. But in the past (and at times still do) I got bad thoughts about God and the Trinity. One time I was convinced I wanted to hurt/murder people. After awhile though I realize it's wrong, then it'll spike again at times. And it convinced me that it was ok to kidnap them. When it spikes it's like I get into an argument with myself trying to say it's wrong to kidnap kids. Then my OCD spiked and I was getting thoughts that were telling me it's ok to kidnap kids.
Like one time I was walking and I saw a couple kids, and I thought they were cute. When they happen I get confused, I start to panic and it's like I forget what's true and real. I suffer from OCD/intrusive thoughts and it gets really bad to the point I sometimes believe the intrusive thoughts.
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